feeling a bit down

don't know why.
feel a bit depressed at the mo.
ok, so maybe i know why...

1. i am not losing anymore weight
2. i am weak...because i didn't go to gym after all during lunch as planned
3. i don't know where my career is going
4. i am feeling quite nervous about the whole being somebody's wife
5. my hair is not growing
6. i have so much to do, but so little time (and no, i am not talking about the wedding)
7. i feel sad that there are people out there who belittles everything i do, say or have
8. i miss mr popsie
9. i miss mcdreamy
10. i miss my girls

so ya. and because i didn't go to the gym...my hair remains unwashed. hence looking like a limp rag.
*yuck*



well, at least i had nandos. that made me smile. a little.