its been a whole 5 days since i've seen mcdreamy...
i know! its damn long! *sheepish smile*...
i need a daily dosage of mcdreamy...
but thank God he is coming back today...and he promised me a big hug!
i feel like writing in my blog (my NEW blog)...cause it sure beats looking at my spreadsheet...
its always like this though...when i am all excited...that will be the only thing i want to do!
they have this really cool feature where you can do mobile blogging. but malaysia doesn't support it! boo...
i have faith in maxis though to DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS...
i realise that i have a lot of pent up feelings in me. and i really need to find an "outlet" for all these emotions...besides letting it go to my friends and of course mcdreamy... hey, maybe i will re-discover my old self...
i used to write a lot...stories, poems, songs...i don't do that anymore!
i also used to take loads of pics during my uni years...i don't do that anymore too!
i used to sketch a lot...portraits, cartoons, dresses, etc...i don't do that anymore as well!
i used to play music...piano, guitar, etc...i don't have the time to do that anymore!
i used to dance a lot...be it in my room, salsa, jazz, hip hop, etc...theres no where to do that!!
so you can see how i don't have "creative outlets" anymore to "express" myself...
hence the somewhat volatile behaviour lately...
(i swear sometimes i actually visualise choking somebody...or...stabbing that person with a knife)...*shudder*...
i feel so frustrated!
i sound like a freaking deadbeat yuppie. fudge...
i know! its damn long! *sheepish smile*...
i need a daily dosage of mcdreamy...
but thank God he is coming back today...and he promised me a big hug!
i feel like writing in my blog (my NEW blog)...cause it sure beats looking at my spreadsheet...
its always like this though...when i am all excited...that will be the only thing i want to do!
they have this really cool feature where you can do mobile blogging. but malaysia doesn't support it! boo...
i have faith in maxis though to DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS...
i realise that i have a lot of pent up feelings in me. and i really need to find an "outlet" for all these emotions...besides letting it go to my friends and of course mcdreamy... hey, maybe i will re-discover my old self...
i used to write a lot...stories, poems, songs...i don't do that anymore!
i also used to take loads of pics during my uni years...i don't do that anymore too!
i used to sketch a lot...portraits, cartoons, dresses, etc...i don't do that anymore as well!
i used to play music...piano, guitar, etc...i don't have the time to do that anymore!
i used to dance a lot...be it in my room, salsa, jazz, hip hop, etc...theres no where to do that!!
so you can see how i don't have "creative outlets" anymore to "express" myself...
hence the somewhat volatile behaviour lately...
(i swear sometimes i actually visualise choking somebody...or...stabbing that person with a knife)...*shudder*...
i feel so frustrated!
i sound like a freaking deadbeat yuppie. fudge...
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