during the months closing into the wedding, i used to cry everytime i see something related to weddings on tv. i even weep when i see wedding videos of people i don't even know! (weirdly enough, i didn't cry at my own wedding...hihi)...now that i AM married...i cry everytime i see something to do with being pregnancy and giving birth! (for example, when 'nine months' starring hugh grant was showing last night on Astro).
gosh. i have no idea why i am getting all emotional about things.
mcdreamy and i both agreed that yes, we would like to have kids. but we also would like to enjoy each other's company first. however, if it DOES happen, then...wonderful!
sometimes, i do worry about all this..."planning"...worry that we might "miss the boat".
and i have seen this happen with a lot of people, who find it so difficult to conceive once they have decided to do so.
yikes.
and i am seeing my best friend, about to have her own baby...and many others from school too...
and i get this weird feeling in my tummy...
like..."dang, i want that too..."
and on the other hand...i DO want to do the things we have always wanted to do...like travelling together, having fun together...leisurely weekends (ok, i definitely have not had one of these yet...)...
*sigh*...we will see...we will see...
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