couldn't smile.
guess, it's due to exhaustion or something (it was mrs sopie's baby shower!)...
it could also be the huge fight i had with mcdreamy (rare occurence since we got married)...
and it could largely be due to the dream i had....
it had 2 parts to it. though, i am not sure if it's related in anyway...or it could be.
the first part, was that...wahey...i have a baby (no surprise seeing as we just held mrs soapie's baby shower!)...
and...the baby was big! looked like he/she could 5-6 mths already (even though it's supposed to be a newborn)...
and i haven't a clue what to do with the baby. i didn't know how to carry him/her. i didn't know how to breastfeed him/her (in my dream, i was so grossed out by that)...
and i was just completely clueless...
and the weird thing is...i was calculating...i have been married for 6 months (going into our 7th month). and the baby is out??
my biggest worry was that my family would figure it out. :p
the second part (or element) of the dream...was me fighting with mcdreamy (no surprise there...considering we had that huge fight). but, it was so bad...he asked for a divorce.
:(
thank God this is all just a dream...
alhamdulillah, i woke up.
i am back in reality.
no idea, what my subconsicience is trying to tell me...though on the other hand, it could just be mainan syaitan (devil's play).
anyhow, mcdreamy and i are ok (phew)
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