6 weeks...

here i am sitting alone at home again.
unable to go to work. unable to fast. unable to sleep. unable to go anywhere.

am i happy?
of course i am! i am finally pregnant...something i have been dreaming for so long.
but sometimes, it is tough.
especially when i feel so uncomfortable.

my breasts are large (it feels as though it has gone to a d cup already!), swollen, tender and sore...
my stomach feels as if its in constant turmoil. one minute making me feel like i am about to throw up, another minute i will be purging.
nothing i eat seems to calm this either (except for the spaghetti i made for myself today).

Recipe:
1 bottle of Prego Fresh Mushroom Sauce
2 garlic cloves (sliced)
2 chillis (sliced)
frozen vege

this was masam (sour) and pedas (spicy). which was what i needed. and because there is no meat, this was very light and easy on my tummy.

another reason why i felt better today is because mrs sopie came over. it was good to share with someone who she herself has just gone through what i am going through.

either way...i wish i can fast forward at least this first 3 months (apparently 2nd trimester is supposed to be the best part of the pregnancy)...

and also...i can't wait to hear the heartbeat of my little baby at the next scan...:)